My journals are dumb.


So is this one, by proxy, for being about them.

Blah blah blah I'm cool.

i cant believe whats happened.




but i'm happy!




also, i have pictures from the mountains that i've been meaning to upload, but have temporarily misplaced my camera....

sooo i added a few scraps and two new deviations.


waaaay faster than i expected to. the one i was working on actually came together really fast, and i liked it with a very minimal amount of detail.

and the egypt-inspired one all came together today.

it probably should be a scrap but i like it too much.

so i have a couple sketches started



which is really exciting, because it usually takes me MONTHS to even start something. now it'll just take me a year to finish any of them

i'm trying to abstain from fanart, but its really really hard!

my new new years resolution is to be more like an anime character.


because i'm a hopless fangeek. heeh!




and how strange, how strange that everything would just come back... i'll try to ignore it. try not to think. must drink more, yes. the reason i never got into pot was because it makes me think. granted, i never thought about anything valid or interesting in the least, but i was still thinking. when i drink, i can become numb. which i prefer, when i get into those horrid "thinking" spells i get into.

piss it all away.